The Silver Hawk Space

You wish to witness snowfall for once in your life and feel your place should have snowfall every year.  And you finally touch the snowfall, you fall in love with it, you feel the warmth, you feel the beauty in those snowflakes, you watch the white serenity everywhere around you. You don't realise the numbness that ice has done to your feet. You don't realise the bleeding it has done to you, perhaps you do realise that but you don't accept it. And when you get home you look at your hurt hands and bleeding knees. Maybe that's simply how true love is, just like the snowfall you never witnessed. You fall for that person but when you get in the relationship you realise and feel everything but you don't accept it. That's simply how true love is, it's never meant to be forever, forever is too short to live for life. Maybe that's how soulmates are, they fall apart when they come together. And maybe, that's how 'the meant to be together' proves tru...

  Today I went to college without eating breakfast. I realised when I was in my car that I just had a cup of green tea and nothing else. I survived the first period somehow but I knew the second period was an economics test and food for thought is something needed. So food was in my bag, I was able to eat two spoons of it. Ma'am arrived, I sat on the first bench as she told, my mind needed more than two bites of food. I gave the test but couldn't recall the exact words. Moral of the story, Never ever miss your breakfast.. 

 1.  You have to say goodbye sometimes  to the one with whom you want to talk more but you have to accept it.  2. We don't deserve to be sad for small things. 3. We don't get over people, we only get over the situations after a certain time.  4 . There will be times in your relationship that you will feel the love is fading out but don't give up. It's just a phase of every relationship. Climb that together and stick together. Everything will fall into place. 5. Family comes first no matter what, always keep in mind someone might never have anything that you have right now.  6. To get focused out of distracted mode. Start with a timetable. Then your thoughts will follow you in that direction.  7. Life is short indeed, go to the places you always want to go. Even if the person you wanted to go with isn't there.  8. If you have passion for something. Start from somewhere. Be it little steps. But do it. To achieve bigger you need to start from small t...

  It's getting hard for me to write about my favourite things without thinking about you. The favourite dress of mine, I have abandoned it in one corner of my cupboard. Sometimes I hear it whine when I choose some other dress. The favourite pen, yes the one you gifted, It's empty, perhaps there's no one to refill it. It has bled all the love through my ink, now it only has to vacate grief emptied in it. The first-ever book you gave me, I can't turn a single page without your emotions encased in it. Sometimes I think why am I even keeping them to myself when it has no use. I then realise it makes me travel the memories within seconds where there's no destination ~ Infinite are my memories of you.  I would go rhyming about our favourite flower, it was lively like me, softhearted like you and unique like us ~ perhaps a reason of our separated equation. I found smile in simile, it turned out be an inversion, I wrote similes to find a smile in me. I personifie...

  Someone asked me to write a poem, how could I tell her you have taken all my metaphors with you.  Someone asked me to write a poem  on how to love, how could I tell him that you were the one who took it back with you. I wish you could have just taught me. Someone asked me to write a poem about you. How could I? After all of all the things you took away, an uncased, unbroken, consistent fake smile is what I was left with. She asked me to write a poem,  How could I say 'No' to her? She gave me hope in life to write about you in a different way here. Someone asked me to do I still love you? How could I tell him that I never loved anyone other than you? You took away from my heart within seconds. I wish I could at least count my breathe when I leave. That yellow crop top and black pants. I am wearing it right now. I know you liked that outfit of mine. See I fail to metaphorise it now. My nail is bleeding, I wish could have felt its pain but nai...

What is past if it doesn't let you go? W hat is past if it doesn't let you cry every time you recall it? What is past if it doesn't change you completely from who you were and what you have become. What is past if it doesn't let you break down completely and turn you into a cold-hearted person. What is past if it doesn't turn you into an artist? What is a past if it doesn't give you memories to cherish and some of them to vanish? What is a past if it doesn't decide who you are today? What is a past if the winter cold doesn't make your heart numb with cold? What is a past if doesn't let you trust anyone else after that? What is a past if it doesn't make you afraid to know you when you have allowed someone to know you before. What is a past if it doesn't involve love which you thought that will be with you forever but consequences didn't help you.